Guess who's here?
The Immortal Peacecraft King is here! =.='''
Ever wonder why i locate the "immortal" word in front of my name? No idea huh? Haha... Suppose no one will know. Then... Let me tell you a story of a boy. Who is insane... Who is unsound...
It started one day, when the sky turn dark and he was alone at home. Alone at home... He had no people around him... Solitude binds him. As his largest fear is to be left behind, he feel like he fall into absolute darkness. Without hope... Where is everybody when i need them? Where???
Odd thing... His tear never came out... He feel sad... yet not sad... he feel... i wonder if he even feel... Yes. He do feel. What that makes him without tears, maybe caused by his past injury. He swore never to drop any tears for others ever again. =.='''
SO... This is a promise... that now become a curse to him... bounded by remorseless heart, yet... may pity the weak and still understand morale. Odd thing... This unsaid sadness had bring him to another level of humanity. Humanity? @@
Immortal does not has humanity... anyway... This only come, when the rain pour down heavily... his heart sank... Its time to let go of his heart.
But yet... He is heartless... How to let go when do not have one?
How?
So... This terror haunted him... days and days... nights and nights... he become more and more evil day by day. Solitude binds him... making him more chaotic and short-tempered.
I BEAR NOT THE SADNESS OF SOLITUDE CAUSE THEY ARE WITHIN ME!
This guy is insane... He had choose... solitude. Wonder why... So here comes immortality. Immortality cannot be achieved by any human... Of course... not so true... But... i will make it real. But i do not choose to live... i choose immortal death! Clearly said again... IMMORTAL DEATH! understand?
I do wonder where will i go to when i die... i really do... Christian will say... go to heaven. Other religion has their own heaven... Do you believe? I have no idea... Seeing is believing... this is more real to me. LOLS!!! anyway... i do believe... After life. . .
Anyway... Since i wanted immortal death... i don't wanted to exist at all... then, how can this be achieved? No one tell me this... =.='''
Supposed no religion can tell me this... NO ONE CAN! BECAUSE NO ONE HAD KNOWN OF IMMORTAL DEATH! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
U know... human is really selfish. They wanted to exist... wanted to let people know they are alive. At least, they wanted to know they are alive. LOLS!!! This feeling of existing give them enthusiasm to keep on surviving. This is what makes their survival instinct. =.='''
People say those who can survive long is because they have great survival instinct... i say... NO! They are selfish people who wanted their life. =.=''' Since life is a gift from God, of course you must treasure it...
Give you a scenario...
God created man, man gifted with life, man died, man go to heaven...
something missing~~~ God created man, man live, given a heart, feel all the pain n happiness that is forever not forever(short and mortal), tortured by sickness, tortured by wrath of Nature, tortured by death itself... then bring us to heaven and become angel... =.='''
Eh... Why need the process of man!!? WHY!!!? purposely to see human feel the pain? Are They MAD?!!! Why don't just create angels? =.=''' Create man do what? perform movie give YOU see ar? DAMN!!! Blaming God? I am not blaming the Almighty... i am just complaining... telling HIM to stop create more Man to suffer. =.='''
Mortals~ argh~ They are more insane than i am. Why do you want to exist anyway? Who is the real idiot, mortals? WHO? go to heaven, then again, how you know when u in heaven you will be without worries? =.=''' Stupid LIFE! STUPID earth.. Everything STUPID~
Wah~ who say~~~ look at the bright side... everything happen must be good... Everything happen must got reason... Why want to happen anyway... Nothing happen... more better. XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX XXXX... (sorry, it is censored)
Anyway... lets stop the crap... get on with it. =.='''

i remember i read an article~
It was a grandma's story. Her view towards life really amaze me. Spectacular!!! Marvelous!!!
What i can't forget is...
Do not reminisce what is sad when nightfall, cause it will only make things worst.
Let the sunshine bring you a new day.
Eat what you grow, wear what you affort, that makes life more meaningful.
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Meaningful eh? Haahaha!!! Lets call it a night then... It is already 2 in the morning. =.='''