Man! What on earth... Exam is always so annoying to most of the students. Of course, that number of students includes me. I think, most of the students will think exams sucks. Laugh out Loud. LoL... "agreeable" eh? hehe...
Lately, school is having exams again. Of course, that isn't the biggest(largest or what u called it... pressure?)exam that i fear. because, some really great heart pumping exams is approaching so xxxx soon. This is the exam that call for my future, my speed of completing my goal that i set for my life. Hmm... if i haven't set this goal... i believe i m still a know nothing, doing nothing and having no future... lols... sounds like a weakling and a good for nothing.
Anyway, that is not what happen now... it is no longer the same... i had my dream set... and that is of course, pushing myself further. Human do need some stress and pressure as a catalyst for improvement. LoLs... at least that is what i think. A simple push from a foe can make one's feel challenged. And of course, that means making one's more hardworking. LoL... i don't think that will be me... but you know, i don't really feel threatened when someone challenged me... of course, when i do feel threatened, i will fight for what i want. Sounds really stuborn? wakakakaka! I am stuborn. Can't blame me for that. I am born this way.
Lets bring it back to my coming exam... CAT exam... my final stage to complete this first little step to my goal. Life is boring without waves of challenges and ups and downs. hahaha... Let me continue with my study... and another small step to my objective. I do hope that i don't have to stop while i am on my way to my dream... "kill all on your path!" lols... That is what i was told... i don't know from who i heard that from but that is a phrase i remember. For exams... everyone, hardwork will payoff! All my friends, don't feel stress on just little little exams... it is just a small test, a small stone on the road of life. Let not make a small fall end the fire that burns within you!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Sickness & Health
Today, 12th March... i visited my grandpa in hospital. Wow~ located quite far away from town, took a 40 minutes drive there. It is a long period i stay there with my grandpa. 6 hours... During the period of "nothing to do ness", many things came into my brain. Every human being will need to pass through this step in life... but is there any exception? i really feel painful seeing them all... we live to die? This is a really pessimistic saying. But it is real. It is true. Can't deny that this thing is a fact. So... is there a way or is there any possibility that someone can run away from this chain?
Life is like a chain... Everyone will step into this chain. We grow up... go to school... work... grow old... fall sick... died... i don't mean running away from death, cause death itself will be there to take you to another journey... somewhere... That is what i think of course... it might not be true...
Anyway, i started thinking... it started with my daddy... a father and son relationship. That time, i finally realize that this is very very important! You will have nothing to say, you will have nothing to do... and when you are there to take care of him, you 2 hardly communicate... talk... in other words...
lets bring it to the next level... the grandson and grandpa relationship... LoL... is this a question? it is the problem on me... LoL... i really do feel sad that i hardly communicate with my grandpa. I tried my best to talk with him... But it is just hard. There is a case that came into my mind. If a grandson never visit his/her grandparents, they will not know each other... and of course, will feel very far away from them. Is this an act of unfilial or is it not? i don't really know... Maybe just that i think too much. But it is important to take care of health. Health is more important than anything on earth ever. A stroke may take away your moving capability. That will be a burden, not only to yourself, but also your love ones.
LoL... then again... another question came to me... If i m now in the age of 30~40.. and my dad fall sick and will be the one lying there... what will i do? questions questions questions~ Then, i give myself an answer. I, of course will stay there, like now, take care of him. But i don't want it to be like this, where communication is a problem. I really don't hope so. I really wish we can talk... we can laugh. Even in the hospital, heart must stay happy. At least this can reduce feeling down, sad, and pressure.
Then again... questions... What if i m the one lying there now? LOL... this question takes me out for a breathe of fresh air... LoL.. i m old and out. And my children... heck? my children? wow... that is so far away... LoL... but this will also happen one day... when i m old... then i start thinking... is there any way of running away from falling sick and staying away from hospital before i m going to another journey? LoL... escaping the truth... hehe... i really am a coward, hiding from the fact of growing old. Death... anyway, i cleared my mind afterwards... get back inside... and of course, stop thinking so much... and resume my responsibility of keeping him comfy and safe. ya right... safe...
Life and Death... it is just a matter of difference of time... a game of time. Of course, you will never be the winner!
Life is like a chain... Everyone will step into this chain. We grow up... go to school... work... grow old... fall sick... died... i don't mean running away from death, cause death itself will be there to take you to another journey... somewhere... That is what i think of course... it might not be true...
Anyway, i started thinking... it started with my daddy... a father and son relationship. That time, i finally realize that this is very very important! You will have nothing to say, you will have nothing to do... and when you are there to take care of him, you 2 hardly communicate... talk... in other words...
lets bring it to the next level... the grandson and grandpa relationship... LoL... is this a question? it is the problem on me... LoL... i really do feel sad that i hardly communicate with my grandpa. I tried my best to talk with him... But it is just hard. There is a case that came into my mind. If a grandson never visit his/her grandparents, they will not know each other... and of course, will feel very far away from them. Is this an act of unfilial or is it not? i don't really know... Maybe just that i think too much. But it is important to take care of health. Health is more important than anything on earth ever. A stroke may take away your moving capability. That will be a burden, not only to yourself, but also your love ones.
LoL... then again... another question came to me... If i m now in the age of 30~40.. and my dad fall sick and will be the one lying there... what will i do? questions questions questions~ Then, i give myself an answer. I, of course will stay there, like now, take care of him. But i don't want it to be like this, where communication is a problem. I really don't hope so. I really wish we can talk... we can laugh. Even in the hospital, heart must stay happy. At least this can reduce feeling down, sad, and pressure.
Then again... questions... What if i m the one lying there now? LOL... this question takes me out for a breathe of fresh air... LoL.. i m old and out. And my children... heck? my children? wow... that is so far away... LoL... but this will also happen one day... when i m old... then i start thinking... is there any way of running away from falling sick and staying away from hospital before i m going to another journey? LoL... escaping the truth... hehe... i really am a coward, hiding from the fact of growing old. Death... anyway, i cleared my mind afterwards... get back inside... and of course, stop thinking so much... and resume my responsibility of keeping him comfy and safe. ya right... safe...
Life and Death... it is just a matter of difference of time... a game of time. Of course, you will never be the winner!
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Blessing or Curse?
Politics... Politics... Politics... These are the things happening in Malaysia these few days. Only when election is near, politicians come out to claim that what they do and what they done in the past and what sweet promises they gives to the people of the country. Sad to hear, the government is not stable. Anyway, it is better not to get personal. I just want a fair and free life. If the government treats me unjust, for sure i will show my stance to get what i deserve.
Blessing or curse? What is this to do with the politics?
It is just simple to say, i rather not put it in politic field. haha~ anyway, i rather put it in a form that consist study. A good teacher will be able to make a good student, better. Where as, when a teacher is not reliable and always will make mistakes while teaching, he will cause a good student to become a normal student. Downgrading... how sad... When student don't respect you, how can you be a good teacher? Besides, this may also cause the students to dislike that particular subject. When you don't like something, will you work hard or even pay attention to that particular subject? No, right? I believe every student will say so.
Now, on the other hand, i also intend to put it on neighbour. Do you know there are pros and ons of having a neighbour? Laugh out Loud? Sure many will be laughing as this is a question that came out in primary school essay question. Even a young child can answer this. Good neighbours of course, will bea blessing. Bad neighbour, boo~ of course is curse. Really lame ya?
How about putting it on having a sleeping Prime Minister? oh no~ not about politics again... skip it... sleeping PM got many blessing you know? of course is for the ministers and others related. But to the people ... hmm... i have nothing to say... hehe...
Broken Lie
Sleepy shepherd gives a promise
to guard the sheep will all his might
Sleepy shepherd guarding sheep
a wolf came out with wool alike
the boy overlook with blurry eyes
never know got wolf in disguise
until the day he need trade for rice
counting sheep he counted twice
oh my god my sheep is gone
where did all my "people" go
everyone's blood is boiling
going to check what he is doing
when they ask him he just said
no no no
please listen to me
i did my best
please don't blame me
everyone are getting upset
disappointed by what he had said
no no no
you made a promise
get down and off we had enough
we don't want you to look after our stuff!
I just made it up for fun. Don't put it on anything ok? Ok... i think it is time for my break... Some rest and some relaxation... haha... so... stop here.
Blessing or curse? What is this to do with the politics?
It is just simple to say, i rather not put it in politic field. haha~ anyway, i rather put it in a form that consist study. A good teacher will be able to make a good student, better. Where as, when a teacher is not reliable and always will make mistakes while teaching, he will cause a good student to become a normal student. Downgrading... how sad... When student don't respect you, how can you be a good teacher? Besides, this may also cause the students to dislike that particular subject. When you don't like something, will you work hard or even pay attention to that particular subject? No, right? I believe every student will say so.
Now, on the other hand, i also intend to put it on neighbour. Do you know there are pros and ons of having a neighbour? Laugh out Loud? Sure many will be laughing as this is a question that came out in primary school essay question. Even a young child can answer this. Good neighbours of course, will bea blessing. Bad neighbour, boo~ of course is curse. Really lame ya?
How about putting it on having a sleeping Prime Minister? oh no~ not about politics again... skip it... sleeping PM got many blessing you know? of course is for the ministers and others related. But to the people ... hmm... i have nothing to say... hehe...
Broken Lie
Sleepy shepherd gives a promise
to guard the sheep will all his might
Sleepy shepherd guarding sheep
a wolf came out with wool alike
the boy overlook with blurry eyes
never know got wolf in disguise
until the day he need trade for rice
counting sheep he counted twice
oh my god my sheep is gone
where did all my "people" go
everyone's blood is boiling
going to check what he is doing
when they ask him he just said
no no no
please listen to me
i did my best
please don't blame me
everyone are getting upset
disappointed by what he had said
no no no
you made a promise
get down and off we had enough
we don't want you to look after our stuff!
I just made it up for fun. Don't put it on anything ok? Ok... i think it is time for my break... Some rest and some relaxation... haha... so... stop here.
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