Monday, January 10, 2011

2011 ... is 2012 for real?

YES~ 2011 is finally here. Just can't wait for 2012 to come. But who cares... it might be just rumors and craps that has no supporting facts and calculations. But personally, i hope that it is real. LOL!!! Satanic as i am, i fear my own existence even more everyday. Every time i saw a building, i will think, jumping down from this height, what will happen. I do feel that i am almost there in, nearly there to visiting hell. Hahaha~ Satan is coming for me. Hades is coming for me.
Anyway, fear of death is there. It is not easy to commit suicide. There is a large need of COURAGE. Don't think dying is easy. Everytime thinking about methods of suicide, there is a fear of PAIN~ inflicting pain to people around you... and for what??? Consequences of your Death. Please... Death is just running away from problems. But what is it all about life that makes people keep hanging there, suffering to survive? I don't get it... Earning more money to spend? In the end, everyone dies. Even the richest man dies in time to come. Human are just pathetic creations, created merely for entertainment of the creator. It is very painful to know this truth. People say, human exist for a purpose. Helping the poor? Curing the sick? Why don't just kill them? Simple and easiest way to relief their pain and suffering. Show me the meaning of LIFE!

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