18th May Bowling Competition

A sunday long slumber was force to stop for the stupid bowling competition. I woke up 7 in the morning, get myself prepared and ready to get out for breakfast before the event. This event was organised by the school. Since it was organise by the school, my friends and i decide to take part... just for fun. LOLS. I don't even know why i join their insanity... Or m i just insane as well? hahaha... anyway... So it goes. My parents take me to breakfast. Then my friends came to the coffee shop to take me to there. Duh~ We went in quite late though... but also, we are not late. kekeke... Like what says, Better late than never... Or... we arrive just in time for action.
So... i was forced to be the leader of the team... it wasn't supposed to be me... =.="' damn those people. But, that is not important anyway. Hey, i never even touch a bowling ball before... how am i suppose to play??? Sure will embarassed myself on the field. oh well, so just play along.
So... 9~ time to start... as a leader, i will be the first to play in the team... OH~ by the way, the team was named (LPPL BOYZ) due to our... League of Players that are Proffesional Loser(also can say is lan pa pa lan boys la cause we really are newbies in this). Hey, we never play bowling before u know. It is like going to war empy-handed.
Ok... time to start... i took up that stupid ball, just let it roll to the 10 pins. wakakakakaka! At least my first shot didn't go into the drain(longkang). This is not really humiliating. So... after that was my friend's turn. Wow... although was the first time playing, he was lucky enough to get a strike... =.= was that luck or what... ok... let's continue... it is like, going on, bam bam boom boom... until my 3rd shot... i injured my tumb. =.=''' Yeah~ no more smooth bowling for me... ouch! It really hurt! So... my shots all become longkang cleaner shots. U know what that means right? haha... almost make my team become the worst players team. haha... lucky for me, one of my friend stil maintain it well. So my injury... 6~8 shots of cleaning the drain.... until then... i saw someone, who is also new to bowling, their way of throwing the ball... lols... so i followed... at least i still maintain to hit a few pins. No more 0~~ yeah~ haha!
SO... just like that la... didn't lose, didn't win... sad... no prize. At least, u know, there is a prize for the worse loser. Wakakaka! was hoping to at least get the prize. At least we can get something... lols... however, this event does not provide a prize for the worse loser. T_T sad...
so... just like that la... a whole morning wasted... my time of seeing my dream girl, my time of dream, my precious time of "hallucinating"~ =X
So~~~ that's all for that... afternoon is like usual... haih~

Tiring exams...

Again... exams. Today, there is a mock exam waiting for me. Later... Just a few hours left from now. But, i don't feel well. My tummy is playing tricks with me. Worse... i don't know why that i am feeling nervous. It is just a mock anyway. Not the real thing in June.
I didn't get any nice sleep last night. Although i went to bed at 11, a bad dream woke me 5 early in the morning. I can't remember what frightened me. But i just know it was sad and dreadful. Duh~ just a dream. Forget about it... That is what i tell myself. Anyway, i get over it. Woke up and get ready for school. Most tiring things came. Morning got class plus an exam tonight. This is killing me... A whole day staying in school.
This is some pressure... LOLS! thought i m stress free? hahahahaha! Seems to me that i am not after all... I am just worried about my performance in June. I had no reasons for myself to fail those exams. Such failure will bring me big sorrow and slow my progress down. Slowing down means slowing down my dream and slowing down my objectives... that comes to breaking my promise as well!!! I have no much time to waste on this small thing. Completing this is just the first step of getting into what i wanted. I do not care what is the cost, but that is a must to attain. So hopefully, i will not be slowed down by such miserable feelings. Pray to God... And work my way out.
Ever wonder why one gives oneself an objective to obtain?
I was one without dreams... Not that i am without one, my dream was broken. LOLS. Anyway, lets look for another one. So i gave myself another dream, another objective in my life. I do wonder why ones need an objective... so here it goes... one without a reason to live... is there any meaning in living? NO! right? and if you have no target, where will u go? No where... so what to do??? Must give myself a target lo~~~ I do mean it you know? So... i gave myself a target, an objective to acheive.
Now... sometimes... i asked myself... why am i taking accounting course? It is not like that was what i wanted to be... But this can relate to my dream though... hahaha... so just go with it then... Don't question so much. Life goes on. Move on~ (*Quoted from Rachel, her signature quote =x)
So... now... stop typing... get back to your revision boy... =.= i do hate this. But anyway, doing this for my future, is there any reason to quit? NOT AT ALL!!! wakakakaka! so... Wish Me Good Luck~ And all the best!!!

12 May... A day i can't forget...

You know what day is this? It is the 12 of May!!!
12th of May means a lot to me. Or should i say it is meaningful to me. Today is my brother's birthday. Of course, we celebrate his birthday like usual... every year this happens. LoL...
U know what else? 12th of May can also be a Mother Day!~ Mother's day...
What more? 12th of May can also be a Wesak Day! know what is that? it is a day of the buddhist. There are parade usually. haha...
Besides all these special day... It is also a very very special day to me. The day i broke up with my first ex... Guess what? 12th of May become a day i never forget... never can do... =.='''
Furthermore... my family was out traveling. On holiday to Penang... And i was alone at home. Sick some more. It took place in 2006. Haha... Such an event that is sad should be forgotten. Some ever told me this. But this date is too easy to remember... maybe it is due to my brother's birthday, so that makes me unable to forget this date... unless i got an accident and knock my head... lost partial of my memory... LoL... i do not hope for that to happen... wakakakka~ Anyway, that is 12th of May. *hope it was 29th Febuary* So only 4 years once. LoL... haha.
But, i don't care lah. Every year also got 12th of May. What can i do? just treat it like every normal day la... it is nothing also what... right? Duh~
After reading, feel that this is a waste of time typing eh... LOLS~ Get on with it. Life mah, sure got ups and downs la... Why stop here? hehe... so~ my life goes on... ... ...
Eh! Now got a really nice gf also mah. Why care what happen in the past? =P

Accountant Survival Race~

Woo~ What a nice day!! It was the 1st of May. I joined a game, held by MIA (Malaysia Institute of Accountant) It was like exploring and completing task. Although didn't win the race, but i m fulfill with the result. At least we finish the race and didn't give up.
Few days before 1st of May...
"Hey, CLK! wanna join in a game?" Daniel asked. I was blurred and don't know what was happening. But u know, ever since it is a game, it will be hard for me to turn it down. So i give a simple reply as to "bring it on~" Laugh Out Loud. Then he give me a very cute look saying, "RM10 please." My brain was coming up with "WTF!!! why need to pay?!!!" But ever since my friends are mostly joining the game, i just might as well join in to have fun. A team contains of maximum 5 people. A driver, a navigator and 3 members. Laugh Out Loud... Since i was last to know, i surely have no choice just being the 3rd member.
So the game commence at 8 in the morning. A total of 24 teams, compete to get first... So... When the clock struck 8, the navigator, Ting (this is how i call that friend of mine) came rushing down the stairs and instructed all of us(team mates) to put the game's cloth on. Laugh Out Loud... all the teams did the same... After getting double-layered, all teams are given the first clue to the first check point.
We quickly step into the car and get moving... lols... i still can remember the clue... Ting handed me the clue, and i read it out loud so everyone can help think it out... the clue goes like this...
Official Residence
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Former Law & Order
Heck... first thing that came into my mind was... a court. How stupid of me... So we discussed and get ourselves to the city center where the old polis station lies. Obviously, we are going the wrong place. Then i hit jackpot! I say with pretty much confidence, "Hey guys~ will it be possible to be at the riverbank where our former polis camp is? Next to that place is a residence and the blue thing might be telling us about a river!!!" So we rushed to that place... Our beloved driver, Delon... park at a really far distance where the boat to cross the river is... so we had no choice but to run all the way to the jetty... i think is like 1 KM length... so... early in the morning run like crazy people. Luckily we got the right place! Yeah! So we take the boat across the river. We complete the task quite fast. Laugh Out Loud... should be saying very fast!~ in less than 15 seconds, the task is completed... (i need to praise myself abit.. i m the one who complete it. XD) Here comes task 2~
We rush back to the jetty, going back to where the car is... Man~ 1KM again! tiring... Anyway, when we are in, we quickly came to guess where clue 2 is leading us. hehe... All so clever.
Checkpoint 2
Kuching bridge is falling down,
falling down falling down,
Kuching bridge is falling down,
My fair lady.
Laugh Out Loud... so we came to a conclusion that this must be telling us an event that took place few years ago where a bridge goes unstable and collapsed. We make our way there, and leading. WOW! taking the envelope that contains checkpoint 3, we move on.
Checkpoint 3
3-01-02
RPR Matang
Heck... we need to travel some distance to matang. And where the heck is RPR matang?!!! So we are wondering... blurred... my friend, Phang make a call to his uncle that lives in matang... very well... we are now heading somewhere... But with the best of luck, we are getting to the wrong place... =.='''
"Sorry, please try again."
This was the sign in that particular flat Phang's uncle lead us to. So, out of clue, we drove back to pump petrol. We decide to deduct our 2 points for information.. so a phone call is made to the Marshal of the game. He told us where to go... Laugh Out Loud! it was even more further than we thought! Luckily we went to pump some petrol before moving on... Finding checkpoint 3 took us alomost 2 hours!!! Sadly, we lose alot in checkpoint 3. When we reached checkpoint 3, we are asked to solve a accounting statement... haha... that is simple job to us as we are accounting students! So in a few minutes, it is solved... we got our envelope for checkpoint 4, we moved on.
Checkpoint 4
A drawing
LoL... it is the most easiest. We knew where to go... and yeah~ we reached there quite fast... Laugh Out Loud... Forget to mention, we 5 people, was like insane shouting in the car! And more worse, whenever we meet some slow driver, we will start cursing people! wah~ so bad~
Ok OK~ checkpoint 4 require us to cook. =.=''' 5 male trying to cook... imagine how hilarious that will be... an egg given, 2 pieces of solid oil... and we need to cook the egg... best to be hard boiled... OH MY GOD!~ Lighting up the fire is taking us like... ok... forget about this part... it just end up in a mess anyway. Laugh Out Loud... got our marks deducted, we moved on to the final destination.
Checkpoint 5
Salang Talang Talang Matang
With a picture of a people fishing
This clue... we have no idea too... So we just ask the locals... Just nice... they know. They told us to go to telaga air... lols... so we just go... GO GO GO~!!!
ok... we are here. We are like the 19th team to reach. Heck... anyway, we made it... besides, we are at least faster than some teams and 2 of them are my friends' team. We help each other on the way, telling where and how to do the task. Anyway, we had a BBQ feast there. It is tiring, but fun. Haha... we took some photo there. At least this are some of the best memories i will never forget. ^^ really looking forward to the next year's event. We will get ourselves to improve!

Treasured Memories

This post was thought through the whole night. Yesterday night... many things came into my mind, and i finally came to decide that these must be written down. Humans' life are short, and i do not know what will happen to me tomorrow. What if i came to a stage where i lost my memories... beautiful moments and those that are precious in heart will be gone with the wind. Mortality was human body, immortality was humans' soul and so do memories. i do hope can bring immortality to this memory.
It was December, 2006... This is when we finally get to start. I came to realise, she might be the one i am looking for... She might be nothing to this world, but to me, she will be my world.
16th December, 2006.
This particular night, i do recall the night to be a full moon. Because that night, i was looking out at the window, hoping that she will give me an answer. A question given long asked in November. It sure does test my patience. But no thoughts of giving up had came into my mind. My phone rang. I came by to see a message received showing on the screen. It was from her. I don't really remember the content but it does sounds like telling me she has the answer to my question. I gave her a call to ask again. This is how everything started.
30th December, 2006.
First date with her. Laugh out Loud. i simply can't forget this day. It is her birthday. We meet up in school and get down to city center for some... dating. That day, was raining. Haha. Raining. So we had a movie and go for some shopping... I do feel a bit odd. She wasn't like other girls, when it comes to shopping, they go mad... lols... i don't mean to offend anyone. But, ain't shopping a big hobby for girls? She was like so obedient. Sad thing is, time flies. after a movie and some little walk in the mall, she had to get home. So... need to get her home or she'll get screwed. Of course, i don't want her parents to blow their top on her... that would be painful to her, and painful to me too...
After this day, she had to go for national service... ("darn those government. Ain't national service supposed to be more focus on male citizen? What type of governing is this? duh~"
) Anyway, we just can get to chat on the phone on weekends... and worst... i can't meet up with her... (Wonder why God set such big challenges for us? Keeping us apart... But at least, heart is still connected. That is what i feel important.) Until Chinese New Year came, i finally get to meet her again. YOO~~~WOOHH~~ excited. Feel like ages. Hmm~ i do feel so... Anyway, that was a nice reunion... Sad... only once we meet in chinese new year... she was having a week holiday!
Stop here a moment...
Don't you feel bad? Sad eh. This is a bad thing. Or is it not? I do feel bad... cause, i don't really make a good boyfriend. I don't really understand her. Worse... i don't make much initiative on asking her out. But i do treasured her. I wanted her to stay with me....
Let's get back...
So... after a week, she went back for more national service. Luckily, only 3 months required. So by March something, she is back. ^^ happy as alway... for i knew she is safe and sound. After her return, i give her calls more often. But despite the bills, more is to smsing... at least, can reduce my spending... i m still a student... i can't afford to pay much. Hm... lets not talk about money matter... I do feel her smile worth more than any money value.
By April, my course commence... Time is getting more and more packed up for me. That reduce our time to meet up. Is it my problem? Sure it must be my problem. I didn't manage well... But you know, she hardly complains. That is what amazed me. I really do treasured her because she never do complain much. Where can i find another girl that is as great as her?
Sad things happen again... Bad news came to my ears... She is going to West Malaysia to further her study... Our relationship is bounded by another distance challenge again. God gives us lots of challenges... and i do trust that i will find the right one through time, and i do trust her to be the one.
It has been more than one year now. We are still in a relationship. And it is not a simple task to maintain long distance relationship. But we make it. She is coming home for her holiday soon. I sure am pleased by this news. However, there is pressure. I do not know the exact thing that is causing me this pressure... i know, my finals is approaching me. And i do hope to make my exams pass with flying colours. I want to end my course fast! Because i make her a promise. I need time. Time to fulfill my dream and my target. And she also promised to wait. I really am touched and i really do... When i build my future, i am including her too. But i know, time is precious... very~ especially to girls... am i too selfish to let her wait??? Or should i set her free? promise is a bond that ties you. And if i fail to reach my goal fast, i wasted her time. I wanted all the best for her. And if i fail to do so, it sure will pains me into my spine. I really do want all the best for her. And that is all i hoped to do...
Man... i gotta stop here.

Blur Blur Style

Blurred... i woke up. My dreams in the morning caught me. Why does human dream? Where does this dream thing come from? Is it something that will happen? or is it just some crap? Blurred.
I never wonder why one become blur in their day to day routine life. As this must be caused by something or someone with certain reasons. No one is born to be blurred. Maybe... laugh out loud... Unless that particular person is a handicap... duh~ i focus on normal people. I mean normal human ain't born blurred. So... this question continues...
Is it just me or is it that something is really getting into my head? Man, my head... it is still me anyway... Blurred.
Lately life has been normal like usual. However, there seems to be a minor increase in stress and pressure. This must be caused by what i intended to obtain in my exam. Coming soon... So soon... Yet, i never done much revision. But i am not satisfied with the "me" now. I want to be better. How come human is never satisfied with what they have? This ... cannot be a fact though... some still reserves the rights to be easily fulfilled with what they have now. Of course that does not refers to me... i ain't such a person. Or am i??? Blurred.
So called a blur life... supposed many people lead such life... Never really know what they actually wants. But still, get on with their life just like that... Follow blindly. But i do know, one without dreams and objectives in life really do lead a boring life... and will feel that life is meaningless. Blurred...
Blurred... But never let blurred dull your senses... Do remember who you are... and move ahead. Get yourself a dream... a target to acheive. That will make life interesting. But do not neglect what u feel important. Once you lost it, you may not be able to find it back.
Head is getting dizzy... Feeling giddy... perhaps should stop here and get myself some rest... there are more to do. So... so long...

Why school always relates to exams?

Man! What on earth... Exam is always so annoying to most of the students. Of course, that number of students includes me. I think, most of the students will think exams sucks. Laugh out Loud. LoL... "agreeable" eh? hehe...
Lately, school is having exams again. Of course, that isn't the biggest(largest or what u called it... pressure?)exam that i fear. because, some really great heart pumping exams is approaching so xxxx soon. This is the exam that call for my future, my speed of completing my goal that i set for my life. Hmm... if i haven't set this goal... i believe i m still a know nothing, doing nothing and having no future... lols... sounds like a weakling and a good for nothing.
Anyway, that is not what happen now... it is no longer the same... i had my dream set... and that is of course, pushing myself further. Human do need some stress and pressure as a catalyst for improvement. LoLs... at least that is what i think. A simple push from a foe can make one's feel challenged. And of course, that means making one's more hardworking. LoL... i don't think that will be me... but you know, i don't really feel threatened when someone challenged me... of course, when i do feel threatened, i will fight for what i want. Sounds really stuborn? wakakakaka! I am stuborn. Can't blame me for that. I am born this way.
Lets bring it back to my coming exam... CAT exam... my final stage to complete this first little step to my goal. Life is boring without waves of challenges and ups and downs. hahaha... Let me continue with my study... and another small step to my objective. I do hope that i don't have to stop while i am on my way to my dream... "kill all on your path!" lols... That is what i was told... i don't know from who i heard that from but that is a phrase i remember. For exams... everyone, hardwork will payoff! All my friends, don't feel stress on just little little exams... it is just a small test, a small stone on the road of life. Let not make a small fall end the fire that burns within you!