I found something interesting...

I am surely speechless. To be frank, i have stopped my blog for you. It takes me weeks and months... to make this simple decision. It seems so simple when you are not in it. Try put on my shoe, and think about it. I have no idea what i did. But i hope i won't regret my choice. Life... is really tiring.

Wealth Equation ^^

My mind, besides spending all my energy on preparing my exam, something also came to my mind. Why we study so hard for? Knowledge? Why want knowledge? To know all? Or? to get a good job, having a good pay? Pay? money??? So, why want money? Life!!! No money, no life. Is this the real fact? LOL! Perhaps, what we are all chasing, is wrong. Wealth. Bill Gates is the most wealthy person? I don't think so. I can too be the most wealthy person. How? So, you think i aim to earn more money than Bill Gates? Nope. I just need to learn to be fulfilled by what i have now. It came to me...

The wealth Equation

Wealth = Happiness/Value of $ needed to be fulfill*Highest value of Donation*Value of $ currently own

Since happiness cannot be measured, it will be replaced by a constant, 1. Fill in the Value that you can fill in. However, human tend to deceive themselves. So, no one gets to have the correct answer for themselves. Perhaps you think u can be truthful to yourself. Just do it. By the way, the value of $ needed to feel fulfilled means that the total value of money you needed, which includes houses, cars, phones, computers, foods, and all materials that can measured by $.

Assume i wanted 1 million dollars and the highest value of donation is 100 dollars and currently i have 100 thousand dollars. My wealth is only 10 dollars. LOL!

Assume Bill Gates wanted 1 billion dollars and he is willing to donate all his money he own now and assume he currently have 100million (of which he have billions in reality), he equation turns out to be 10millions! See how wealthy is him? If he is a scrooge, not willing to donate, the wealth will reduce.

What important! is the value u needed. The lower the value, the wealthier you will be. Perhaps, when money does not exist, everyone can be wealthy. ^^

The Prince will be back!

Prince Peacecraft is now going to hide himself from internet. That also mean that i'll be stopped from playing games. LOL! Hope that i will success in my quest for ACCA achievement. This coming December exam, i must emerge victorious! WoohoO! My fellow ACCA quest Comrades, wish everyone ALL THE BEST! May all of us fight the war with honour and respect, try our very BEST! !!! Good Bye! Temporarily... ^^

Missing once again...

What is missing? Who is missing?
LOL! This question, depends on how you look at it. Me? Or is it something that belongs to me? Or is it just something that i wanted and i never get it? LOL! Either way, there is no solution for this question now. But, one thing for sure, i am gonna be missing for some time.
Lately, i have been moody. The phrase " I hate my life!" is coming to my head so often now. Of which, i don't like it. "Hang on!" Another phrase that i hated, also came afloat. "FIGHT!" Again... this is what i am running from that makes me so weak to even try to think about it. So tired that i really wanna find myself a coffin and sleep in it for a year or so to avoid facing problems temporarily. Coward! This is what i called myself. Because i never face them. When i face them, i run. What do u call someone who keep running from problems? Coward! I don't like being called one. Stand and fight! But that is not what i do all the time. I run... Run away from problems... pitiful weakling. Dreams of success is so fragile that it may break any seconds. Yesterday in class while lecturer was teaching, i day dream again. Where was it? I feel like touching my dream car, Lamborghini Gallardo. The engine sound roaring so fine and strong that... Forget it...

The Time Chronosphere

The clock hanging on the wall,
is just a device telling hours, minutes and seconds.
Ever notice a waterfall,
water came crashing but time passing cannot be noticed.
If time can go backwards,
a waterfall will still seems to be the same.
Something that had happened,
will stay the same no matter how you try to mend.
Why do people wants a time machine,
to go back in time and attempt to change the past?
Why do people want to go back in time,
to face the same mistakes made and sadness all over again?
What meant to happen happens,
as time only move forwards and never goes backwards.
So why reminisce our failure and regrets,
while we still can change our future by our action now?
But remember to look back,
as it is what that makes us now.
It is our past mistakes,
that makes us stronger and live better.
Time Chronosphere?
It is just something people use to dream,
to run away from problems they are facing now!

What happen next?

Updates...
What's all this about. Firstly... exam. Few days ago, i was like... worried what is the outcome of the exam. In the end... I pass all 3 papers 1 go. Happy? =.= Of course i am. But happiness can be so short... so very short... 5 minutes? 10 minutes? =.=''' people celebrate whole day... perhaps whole week... me? I feel nothing. Wonder why? I just remember my promise to God. I swore to be a half vegetarian if i pass 3 papers 1 go this time. This is what i get. Thank God...
Of course, this is also my sacrifice. Something lost, something gain. Still remember the time without computers? 1 month some more? The misery... But human... When they achieve something, they tend to forget. Lately, i keep reminding myself. You come this far, because of how much u sacrifice. This is what you earn. If you don't keep it up, you will FAIL again. Pressure? hmm... somehow, i feel pressure. Who give me this pressure? Myself. LOL! Am i simply stupid or what?
Everyone... sees me... "CONGRATULATION! U r so LUCKY, so PRO pass 3 papers 1 go."
=.=''' Sianz... Of course, i can just say... thank you. Some of them, even think i am proud. They sees me as an enemy or what? Anyway, i don't care. I don't care. I am just happy being ME! Haih... if i really don't care, i won't feel such misery. Why do i have to change, to be so sensitive?
Shouting out LOUD~ I MISS THE OLD ME! I MISS MYSELF!
Who don't give a damn of what the damn hell is happening around me.
Who don't give a damn how others think of me.
Who is so damn self centered.
Who only wanted to win so badly that is willing to sacrifice nearly everything to achieve my goal.
Yes... Me, My Own, Myself!!!
But... fact is... i m not me anymore. =.=''' No longer me... because... i care. i care how others look at me.
Back to the exam result. Getting such result, i should be over the sky. But, i feel jz the opposite. I m in deeper pressure. What will be my next step? What should i do next? Life... is full of choices.
LoL. 1 super funny thing is that, i feel sad. even cried for no reason. Suppose there is a reason. Only i don't seems to know it. Or it is just that, i can release some steam? hmm...
What Happen Next?

Nice song... ><