I don't want to change!

It was just funny for me... when people ask me... why are you still using the same hand phone, using the same online game name, having the same bluetooth name? Why must i change? I don't want to change.
My mum did ask me do i want a Nokia N95 for my birthday present. But i rejected. I don't know why. I don't want to change my phone. =.=''' I am sure that all of you will say i am an idiot. N95 wor!!! Super phone compared to the Nokia 6630 i am using now... Actually, this phone was with me for years. I suppose it had followed me for more than 2 years. Besides, i earn it with my own part time salaries and saving. That time, it cost me RM1k... But that is not the point, it just, followed me for so long that i don't feel like changing it. I never want to change it. NEVER! Don't ask me why. Because i don't know why too.
Why still Tallgeese3? A lot of people was asking me this... No why, because i just like it. I don't want to change too. Tallgeese3... a gundam i like since my early secondary school. Even until now, i still keep it. Tallgeese is still with me. Just that it is now in a box... Even if it died and need to be dumped, it still stays in my heart...
I was unable to sleep last night. I don't know why. Many things come into my mind. If i am given a set of amount of date of survival, meaning, after some times later, i will die, what will i do? This question is not a tough question for me. I don't even have to think long to give an answer to this. Pessimistic! Death is far from me. Why think death? But anyway, my answer to this question was so clear that my mind was blanked... Guessing what is my answer? That's a secret. ^^
The whole night was spend meaninglessly. I didn't sleep... then in the end, i decide to wake up and do some revision rather than wasting time on the bed not sleeping...
Pessimistic doesn't fit me. I am a cheerful one. So, this won't bother me long. ^^ hehe...

I really love this song!

This song had win my heart since the day i first listen to it. It was so many years ago. That time i was not so into listening to music. But i still can remember this song. Lately i miss it really much. So i took my time, looking for it in sogou, haoting, baidu. Shockingly, i can't find it. I was about to give up... Then i tried youtube. Finally i found it in youtube. Thank God~ But i really hope i can get an MP3 Version of this song... anyone who had it, please tell me the link to the download. Many thanks ^^

The song got really nice meaning. ^^

A Super Sunday!

Super Sunday? What do i mean by this?
This story begins with... I was playing maplesea with Rachel. Since it will be her last day on maple for now, so, i stay up and play with her the whole night. =.=''' It was 530 in the morning when i go to bed. Wah! 530am!!! That's already morning! Anyway, i did sleep directly. I was having dreams for this late sleep. I am dreaming about Sing Ying. My god~ How come she came into my dream? Thought it would be maplesea. Since i played maple the whole night. LOL! But no, it was her that came into my dream. I feels like i spend the whole day with her. @@ Of course, in the dream. LOL! I woke up so so so late today. See why i call this a super sunday? Because i spend the day sleeping... 4pm then i woke up. The sun was already setting on me. =.='''
Anyway, i don't remember the dream. It feels so real that i really do feel as if i was spending the whole day with her. @@ My god~
ANYWAY!!! I woke up at 4pm... i can't believe myself too... 4pm...
Then only i knew that we will be going to my uncle's for celebration of "Chap Goh Mei" =.=''' WTF!
So, i go clean up, bathe, and prepare myself. Then i receive sms from Kai Wei, My dear sis that came back from Australia. =.=''' My God! I am invite to go to her house. She is having a gathering!!! I am sure that a lot of old buddies will be going. So sad i can't join...
So, i went to my uncle's house. But that is not a regret going there. I had a really nice dinner there. LOL! Have i told you that my cousins are great cooks? Haha.
I forget to take pictures of them. Too bad can't show you my handsome and beautiful cousins. Hehe... One of my cousin was taking photo all over the place. She just came back from Australia too. LOL~ So, might as well be a statue. Wahaha~ Then we all exchange msn and emails... I go home at around 9pm. Then Michael Liak, the old buddy called. We went out for some supper. That means, i am going out. =.=''' So, we find a place to sit down and drink. Then chit chat chit chat whole night. =.=''' Super Sunday, i only live for the night today...
A really super sunday... i miss my friends gather...
A really SUPER SUNDAY! I wasted my time sleeping whole day...
A Really Really SUPER SUNDAY! I spend the whole morning dreaming...
=.='''
Anything special lately? Not quite... Sorry for not updating much. I suppose i was lazy to come here and start blogging on stupid daily lifes that is not interesting and kind of meaningless too. LOL!!!
Do my readers want to read boring stuff? I don't think so too. Right? Hahahha~ So that's it for now!

First Day of Class

It is me again. See the title?
Haha! Suppose everyone do. I am back to school again. First day. Lets make a simple report and feedback on how is the class.
Overall it is nice. Since there are only 9 person in class, so that is like so few people and the lecturer can attend to everyone 1 by 1, that makes the teaching more effective. Good!
The Lecturer is a friendly person. So... that gives credit to the teaching too. LOL!
Besides, the stlye of teaching is so damn cool. It force the enthusiasm of students to complete their homework. How? No answers will be given to those who didn't send in their homework. !!! My God!
Classmates are all very quiet and nice. Most important of all is that no extra noise and, they ask quite some questions, making it really nice for me as i have no need to ask much. XD
So... lets conclude it. Overall Rank A-. XD
Why? Because, WHERE THE FUCK IS MY FRIENDS!!! Got them then is A+ already. XD Anyway, having A- is already nice right. Anyway, it is too early to judge too. Need to take back what i said earlier =X
A few more classes then maybe i can tell. Now it is really a bit too early to decide. LOL!
Anyway, something came to my mind though. Destiny. If you notice, i had added something new to My Motto Column. Did you Notice?
If no, don't worry. I will type it here again. LOL!
!You are not born to be who you are, you yourself decides and makes who you are!
This has come to my mind quite some time now. Maybe putting it out may give me more strength to overcome more obstacle. Who knows what may happen?
Think i should stop here. Haha! Getting some sleep and prepare for tomorrow's challenge. Good Night everyone!

Boring Days~

Schools had started few days already while i, The Special One stills "loiter" at home. LOL! I should be studying or working by now! Better than staying at home and rot. =.='''
Anyway, This coming Friday will be my first class. Hmm... wonder how and what will i be studying this coming Friday? It is not for me to decide though. Haha! Anyway, let's just get ready for Friday.
I am yet to receive any phone call from Horwath... Wonder am i dropped out from the resume? LOL! Maybe the procedures require some little time. XD That's the reason why i am not receiving any phone call yet. Maybe it will ring tomorrow or a bit later but sure it will be in January and start off work in February. I hope that is what is really happening now. LOL! It is also kind of odd to start off at mid Jan right?
Lately what i do was ~Wasting Time~
I should allocate my time well, revise F5, do some work out and not just sit there whole day and day dream or even let my mind blanked! Didn't move my brain at all. Just hope that it will not hang or malfunction when time comes to study and work. XD
Wonder if i can coupe with it? I think i should get myself busy on something and stop thinking craps. Or maybe should i get something to do. Focus on some mathematics or something rather than brain stop on something that is not giving much worth. LOL!
Suppsoe this will be the full stop for this blog now. LOL! Hope that tomorrow can be spent meaningfully. LOL!

Applying for Work

Haha!!! Ola amigos~
It has been awhile. 2009 has come. A new Year... a new life. LOL!
I am applying to work with Horwath. Wonder how is the outcome. This will be a turning point of my life as my life style sure will change 75% at least.
No longer sleep late, wake late, play late, and may even stop my games. LOL!!! And... income and burden... more stress to handle.
So... How will it be? Only when the time comes, i will know. Getting worried sometimes... am i able to coupe with the new life or will i collapse?
Anyway, there is no choice to make. If it is to change, i MUST do it. LOL!
MUST! LOL! No space for failure. Pushing so hard? Haha... Of course... i have to try to bring the best of me. So i can fulfill my dreams. As to everyone is looking down on me, i will be telling everyone... i am not a weakling. And to those who looked down on me, i will use my action to tell them that i am better than anyone of u. LOL! >< joking... just that i also demand respect.
hahahA! Wish me all the best! >.< Strive for Excellency!

HolidayS!

So sorry was not updating this blog for such a long time. Was only posting on the other blog i had. LOL!
I started my holiday on 2nd December. Went to Damai on 7th. XD I went with my cousins. My parents didn't come. So it was like... wah, only us "children" XD!!!
No photo taken T_T sad sad...
Anyway, i still recall, after i came home on 8th, i on Maplesea and Train FULL DAY! Up quite a lot of levelS! LOL!
After that, was quite full of dinners. Had my uncle's on 10th (if i didn't remember wrong), went to my mum's office Annual dinner on 19th, and got some that i can't remember that date. Was like eating eating eating!!! LOL!!!
Sometimes, Chris may come to Kuching and find me to go around "lepak lepak" with him. LOL! Everytime go out with him sure spend quite an amount. =.='''
Then only recently, the Alvins find me. LOL! They are both named Alvin, only different sir name. XD so i called them The Alvins! XD
Boring holiday. No much of a travel. Just stay at home, play games. Anyway... School is starting soon. 2009!!!!
so quick! and what i achieve? don't ask. ==!
Haha!
Think i stop here. LOL!
For now~ XD